rant and rave

2011-06-01T18:10:00.000+08:00

it's JUNE!

I wonder how're my friends doing.

working hard?

I've been in my cave for sooo longg. And i want to be free so badly.
But unfortunately, It will not end this semester. sadly.
oh well. myself to blame huh. BUT it's okay! i'm happy the way I'm now.
Love my life. =))

Can't wait till June 13! Hehe

2011-05-25T02:44:00.000+08:00

Jo Kwon!

Yum yum yum

2011-05-22T23:23:00.001+08:00

Yum cha at Chinatown. :)

Where's my sleep?

2011-05-18T05:13:00.001+08:00

I'm so sleepy.
If only I can be more efficient in my studies.

2011-05-11T01:54:00.002+08:00

Exams are nearing but yet I'm so unprepared.

What am I going to do?!!

Argh.

Btw, I'm blogging using my iPhone.
Laying down on my comfy bed while blogging this. Shiok.
I guess I'll blog more often nowadays. ;)

But I can't upload photos! Wts.

2011-05-10T02:07:00.004+08:00

An uncle walked up to me while I was waiting for a bus at the bus stop. I nv had the heart to reject and just cut a stranger off from talking. So I listened. Still being skeptical.
Thinking that at the end of the day, he may want to sell me something.
But nope. He was just telling me the importance of health & your mentality in life. And even gave me a postcard & a brochure. The postcard offers a free 12 lessons course which can help you to improve your mindset abt life. I know such marketing mtd of course. Get my details and pester me till like forever after I become a greedy pig and apply for it.

But I wondered. A free 12 lessons course. Not one or two. But 12. Hmm.

Next he was telling me abt Ellen G White. I don't know who the tell is she but yeah I googled.
I'm sure many christians will know. :)

Then he left.

I read the brochure and it was a list of help lines for various problems a person may encounter such as AIDs, teen pregnancy, broken family, depression etc. It also teaches one the mindset of a winner & a loser.
Nothing related to Sales or Donations which I expected both the postcard and brochure to have.

It struck me that he was just merely trying to help others sincerely from his heart. spending his time & effort. Spreading his love & concern for others, in his own way.

And somehow some of the words in the brochure are stucked in my mind for days already & I'm constantly reminding myself & applying what I read to my daily life now. Simple yet inspirational words.

So amazing how a random stranger can influence my life. In a positive way.
I think he will be glad if he knows his effort is paying off. :))

2010-12-10T00:21:00.002+08:00

i'm losing this skill which i've since long ago. and i think i shld start learning again.

AND GOD. INTERNET IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO EVIL.

i am supposed to be studying now. but i've been surfing the net! the 3 hours of airport studying is definitely more efficient.

2010-11-28T23:14:00.003+08:00

wow. i realised it has been a god damn long time since i last blogged.
sorry. twitter is the new In Thing now. HAHA
maybe the old In Thing but i'm still using.
maybe i shld revive this blog again. shall see how.
afterall. i've a secretive life anyw! muahahaha.

劉力揚-禮物MV

2010-04-18T17:36:00.001+08:00

and this is my new fav song guys!

and i know how to sing this song. amazingly. =D

終於可以在今天劃上句點
一整夜翻閱過去畫面
快想不起我們為何會訣別
只看到那雙你送的鞋

走一步又一步
我才發現繞了個圈
走了好幾年
又回到原點

你送的禮物會不會太特別
毫不避諱那不安的傳言
但漸行漸遠習慣到沒感覺
難道你早想要我走遠

你送的禮物在此刻好體貼
陪我回憶把過往走一遍
穿了這些年難免會有污點
就像每段愛總會有終點

世上最殘酷的恐怕是時間
困住人一切卻還向前
乾涸的眼再擠不出一點鹹
愛到如此可悲的境界

走一步又一步
卻跟不上你的腳步
你滿意了
為什麼我卻只想要哭

你送的禮物會不會太特別
毫不避諱那不安的傳言
但漸行漸遠習慣到沒感覺
難道你早想要我走遠

你送的禮物在此刻好體貼
陪我回憶把過往走一遍
穿了這些年難免會有污點
就像每段愛總會有終點

你說做自己吧
我們都做回自己
不要再為愛受委屈

你送的禮物原來是一場劫
終於分別夙命一樣準確
可笑到想要你賠給我時間
愛情有時廉價得可憐

光著腳我一路奔跑
鮮血淚水一路狂飆
收起我的驕傲
承認曾經備受煎熬
鞋上那記號
只有你能明瞭
過了這一夜
我就全忘掉

李玟第九夜

2010-04-18T17:26:00.000+08:00

this song is considered quite old. but i still LOVE THIS SONG!

2010-04-14T02:23:00.001+08:00

BY2 - 愛上你

it has been officially two weeks.
the video kinda described how i felt at the start.
but now. i am quite alright now i must say! srsly!
=D

2010-03-30T23:13:00.002+08:00

i had fun on sunday!!

everyone were soooo handsome & pretty & HIGH.

thou there were lots of money issuess due to someee inconsiderate people. overall. it still rocks!!!! i regret not drinking alot. just had like a few cups cos i promised someone not to drink so much. i didn't drink for more than 3 months guys! I SWEAR. there was a period of time i kept drinking. and i know it is unhealthy. ard dec. so. i didn't anymore! =]

we went kallang kbox to celebrate. this farking snoobish manager who came from the north-west side of sg ( u shld know which country eh!) came & disturb us. kept irritating the birthday & boywant to play games using his own rule while we insisted to play by our rules! & when he lost the game, he became moody!!! wts.

we alllllll totally ignored him. oh well.

the birthday boy vomitted a few times while the rest of us played & sang. weeeeeee~~

anyway. my dear friends.

do not be alarmed by all the depressing posts that i have been posting yeah!

and. don't ask me anything abt them. cos. normally when i post it here, it means i do not really want to talk abt it in real life. so don't ask. i know u guys asked me out of concerns. I KNOW. & I REALLY APPRECIATE your tender loving care! but please be understanding yeah. thanks alot!

2010-03-30T00:00:00.001+08:00

when that day comes, i will reveal everything.

2010-03-29T22:18:00.001+08:00

I believe everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when their right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust noone but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

- Marilyn Monroe

2010-03-25T20:46:00.002+08:00

i am feeling so freaking full now!! my tummy is bursting.

what have i been doing?

hmmm.. met up with my friend shan rui yesterday. talked abt insurance policiessss. it was fun la. not those sort of persuasive sort. he gave me lots of info regarding some kind of policies i needed to know. but when i tried to talk abt other stuffss. he diverted it back to insurance. boy ah. i need to know how have u been doing as well u know. not just insurance. =]

skipped one lecture last sunday & i totally regretted it. the speed of the lecture was not exactly the same as jieyi's, so i had to ask her for lecture notes again. hurhur. so guilty for troubling her. sorry yeah!

i have the urge to eat Italian food! not the swensen kind but the authentic restaurant sort!

i have this membership card for this restaurant called AMICI. it is located at holland V & i have a menu of theirs with me. not cos i stole it ok, they gave it to me. hahaha. and i want to try lots of stuff. but firstly. it shall be Lombata D'Agnello Alla Griglia, shallow fried rack of lamb in rosemary juice. omgggggggggg. can u imagine how tasty it will be. i want to eat ittt.

& & i have 1 for 1 maincourses discount! i am allowed a max of 2 free maincourses if i bring 3 friends with me. soooo. my dear friends, we can go and try it out!!!! =DD

http://www.amicirestaurant.com.sg/

2010-03-18T02:27:00.003+08:00

i had a fruitful time for the past 2 days. not in terms of studies, but in terms of how i spent my time & the things we talked about got me thinking as well. =]

soooo. it is good.

there are so many things to worry now & to be taken care of be it in in the near future or now.

i just wish to focus more on studies & my career. other issues doesn't matter to me anymore.

hohohoho. sounds gloomy.

oh well. i am happy in a way la! bought skirtsss yesterday! i did shopppping!! wooohooooo.

trying all sort of funny clothes just make me happy instantly.

OH OH! I AM SOOOOOOOOO GOING UNIVERSAL STUDIO NEXT MONTH! apparently, most of my friends can't take rides, soo, i am going with my MSC colleagues as a company's gathering/event. SO EXCITING!!!!

supposed to meet nik yl sandy! but. due to some inevitable situations, it was cancelled.

we shall meet again!!!!!!!!!! =D

i pray yl's granny will be fine.

i pray ah bu's operation will be a success tml.

i pray sandy's cough will heal.

i pray ah bu's daughter to find her Path.

i pray my friends to be able to find a job & excel in it.

May God bless you.

2010-03-13T00:13:00.003+08:00

omg omg.

i just saw someone wrote this as his fb status.

'XXX is reading fhm with girlfriend (only because she is inside).'

WTF?! what are u trying to hint by posting such thing on fb for everyone to see??? you are very proud that you have such a hot gf that she is in fhm?

DISGUSTED.

(can't get over the jerk attitude of his.)

2010-03-12T23:51:00.002+08:00

TODAY I WOKE UP LATE! i missed my chance to see xiao gui at the Airport!

DEVASTATED. he arrived at 12pm. & i woke up at 12.30pm. -.-

i couldn't & don't really want to go to his autograph session. it will be packed. & i won't like it.

my friend told me his smile is VERY sweet. SO JEALOUS. i so wanted to see him in real life. how good looking will he be. that was my only chance. but i missed it! booooooo.

to think i wanted to pass him my email address when i see him. HAHAHHAHA. ok la. it is one of my small dreams la ok. to give idols my email address. LOL

today met qinsi to have dinner & some chitchat! ate shi lin crispy chicken. gosh. somerset 313 shi lin is really stingy! the powder was pathetic. i love bugis shi lin the best. the lady is so generous. shall eat it again on Sunday! oh. we ate this crepe which is called Flyer. no idea y. it is like indian chicken crepe. it is amazingly yummy. i seened to have eaten it somewhere before. but i forgot. have the urge to eat the bigger version soon too if i remember where did i eat it before. lol.

how i spent my night today? lecture!

how am i going to spend my day tml? lecturessS! i totally dislike having more than one lecture a day.

how am i going to spend the day after tml? work! have no drive to go work. but oh well. i need the money.

lalalalalala!

2010-03-12T01:00:00.004+08:00

i want to YELLLL!

who wanna get farked up. who wanna get farked up. who wanna get farked upppp.

today met up with shan and manda for KFC. yummy.

and i bought a Mac eye shadow, club shade.. if u know what kind of colour it is, you are good. i wonder how is 'Club' colour supposed to look like. lol.

nvm. will be using it soon and i shall post photos up! woohoo! I LOVE IT I TELL U! SO HAPPPYYY!!!

my. how? kinda sick of working already. not sick of the job that is. just that. whenever i work nowadays i'll think of my studies. and my mood will not be fantastic afterwards. boooo. but well. the companies of those idiots are always joyful. and thanks to mr swee! now i have stitch's gf for my toy collection as well!!! now stitch has his gf to accompany him whenever he feels lonely at home. SO HAPPY FOR STITCH.

oh ya, mr tang tweets now. and i don't know abt it. WONDERFUL.

oh ya, i told mr tang i couldn't meet him this week & he just said, 'oh okayys'. WONDERFUL.

oh ya, my phone bill has decreased cos mr tang doesn't sms nor want to speak with me often nowadays. WONDERFUL.

I have such a WONDERFUL boyfriend.

2010-03-06T22:04:00.003+08:00

my eyes are super dry now. lack of sleep. totally.

today i had 6.5 hours of lecture! i am amazed that i didn't yawn a single bit in the lecture.

i'm loving my lecturer i guess. provided he doesn't pick students up to answer questions! lol

i am gg to sleep in half an hour time today! yesterday came back home, washed up. only slept at 3+am. woke up at 8+. the red veins in my eyes are all popping out already. hohoho.

tml another 6hours of lecture! but sadly, i have to leave early. damn. first time i am feeling quite guilty of skipping class. muahaha.

and tml night will be farewell dinner for Adrian at sakura! nv ate there before. SO EXCITED. i m just gonna eat plain bread for lunch. starve myself to death for the BUFFET! woohooo! it has been a long time since i ate buffet. i want my money spent to be worthwhile. food food food food.

AND AND. yesterday. i met up with my sec school loves! liyi & py didnt went thou. =(

we went Heaven's Loft! we wanted to go to the outdoor bar. but too bad. it was full at that moment. & there wasn't any live band. tsk. disappointing. the drinks were not really fantastic. sandra's cocktail was the only ok one. mine was Whiskey Sourz & it tasted very diluted. Teng's was Singapore Sling cherry. IT TASTED LIKE MEDICINE. too think it was Recommended by them. bad choice.

so. we drank & ate snacks & talked cock. ok. not really nonsensical issues. we were discussing about our future, our careers & our direction in life. LOL. yes! we were roughly talking along that line. yes. this is what adults talk when they gather. WE ARE ALL 22 THIS YEAR ALREADY ALRIGHT. i really still can't believe it.

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when i was 18, my sister introduced a 26yrs old guy or me to know. i definitely only thought of him as a big brother & nth else. i will shout at my sister,"oh please. he is too old for me."

now. i am 22, my sister introduced a 26 yrs old guy to me. asked me to consider.

my thought was, "26???!! but then again, i am 22 now. 26yrs old guy i can actually considerrr..................... omg. i am seriously old." =((( !!!

growing up. I AM GROWING UP! it is high time i face it!!

boooo. where is my lollipop??

2010-03-01T22:51:00.002+08:00

today is March the 1st!

i'll be starting school from tomorrow onwards. it will be a short but stressing semester. i so don't want to start school! YEAH YEAH. i know i sound like some immature young girl. hate growing up. as i grow older, the more i understand why the adults always say being a student is the best part of the life.

it is the end of CHINESE NEW YEAR!

how did u guys spent it? was it money-cited??! my amount decreased! but thanks to my friends' mumss, it increased. THANKS AH BUss. =D

& did any of u gained weight? i definitely did. 2kgs! yes. 2kg may sound little to some of you. but as i am not tall enough to segregate the fats all over to look normal, my thighs & arms r huge now!! gosh. i must not blame it on CNY totally. it is partly due to my craving for ice creams everytime i worked. i just love the Matcha aka green tea flavour. wonderful! there is double dark chocolate which is my favourite. and. rocher is just so irresistible!!

and and. plus 3oreos crushed and mixed tgt. PERFECT.

oh. and due to cheap meal i am able to buy near the temple at bugis. a meal cost just 2bucks can u imagine! i will tend to buy snacks to munch while working.

now u know why am i gaining weight? lol

ANYWAY I NEED TO TELL U GUYS THIS.

NEVER EVER TRUST INSURANCE AGENT THAT U DON'T KNOW.

dun even sign anything even if that person told you it is not the policy. they may cheat you & process it first before u confirmed anything. seek advice from your friends who are insurance agent. if u don't have, can call me. i can give you my friend's contact. she definitely can be trusted. stupid Darre* Lee from Prud*ntial. what you did is UNETHICAL! no wonder you need to approach strangers like this to earn peanuts. better change your way of handling your clients before you can sue one day! HMPTF.

wanted to curse that guy. oh well. everything is settled for now. i hope. =D

mr tang is in KL now enjoying his time with his friends. and. he shld be in m'sia ZOUK now! i wonder who told me i am not allowed to go clubbing. idiot darling. HATE CHEW!

2010-02-23T01:16:00.009+08:00

CNY VISITINGS!!!!

2010-02-17T04:19:00.002+08:00

whenever i am out with my friends, 8 out of 10 times, someone will always make trouble for me.

lovessssssssss to insult me.

& also quarrels unreasonably.

tell me. y shld i pacify someone when i am not the one at fault.

2010-02-14T20:14:00.002+08:00

happy lunar new year guys!!!!

this is the joyous occasion for all as it is a public holiday.

& some of us r still able to get Ang Baosssss.

i have finished my chu yi visiting already & here i am at home!

i wanna go out and enjoy!

mahjonging later. hee.

gonna eat my dinner first.

adidos!

2010-02-10T01:24:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOCELYN ONG!

U R TWENTY TWO NOW.

PLS REMEMBER.

in the end, i still have to throw away my BBQ chicken pita. zzz

2010-02-07T01:36:00.002+08:00

COME SUPPORT MAGGIEMOO!

B3 somerset 313!

KBOX on 2feb with my MS crews.

i really enjoyed my time with them.

be it while working, kboxing, eating dinner, supper-ing.

2010-02-07T00:48:00.002+08:00

long overdued photos! hahahaha

and i don't have a proper photo of me and you jieyi!!

that day i learnt a new thing. i can set my camera to manual & play with the setting. cooooolll

hahaha. pardon my bimbotic-ness. i was really amazed.

& yes. i love gossiping.

& seeing jieyi's smile makes my heart melt straight away. i just want to do all i can to see that smile. *ahhhhhhhh*

the quality of the food in Mache is moving up in my heart. tks to jie's recommendation, i tried this pasta which had chicken meat & mushroom inside, not like just plain flour pasta. yummy~

got the urge to go back again. oh la la

thou it is only half of our faces, we looked horrible. tks to the lighting.

booo.

2010-02-02T16:55:00.002+08:00

i am so fed up!

two times this dress was sold on this blogshop. & i missed both of them!!

i super like this dressss. it is very hard for me to find a proper dress that i really love.

and this fits the bill. gosh. this new year shopping is getting no where.

2010-01-28T00:38:00.007+08:00

My Dream House

u shall see more of the princess room later.

the KTV room

u can read a book, enjoy the clear blue sky on the big cosy sofa or the hot spring behind.

in the middle is the place where your friends of four can sit down & chillax.

behind is the place where u can have ya bbq & get dirty. dun worry. there is a basin there for u to clean yourself up.

that door leads into our favourite hangout place. the ktv room.

& yes. that is a lift.

the grand dining table.

below here.

there is actually a basement to park your cars in case u r expecting lots of guests.

so no worries about the space to park the many cars!

on the right is actually an indoor tennis court cum a basketball court.

the living room. but there is actually another one behind this.

the kitchen which i assume it is only for the look.

the actual cooking is actually done on the right side of the photo which is near the maids room.

the outdoor concept toilet.

the bar. i think.

The Princess Room

yes. it is two stories. top is the working area plus

resting area with the tv & sofa.

bottom is the super comfy bed plus the big wadrode.

THIS IS LIFE!!

2010-01-25T20:13:00.002+08:00

i really don't understand what the tester wants.

when i am fast, the tester marked me down for not knowing how to use the gears appropriately.

when i am slow, the tester marked me down for being too slow for the road.

once, i'm changing lane and there was a opening in front of a van, i drove faster in order to move in front of him. but he said i changed lane abruptly.

a car just ahead of me just stopped suddenly. his car spoiled. & i changed lane. but my tester marked me down for slow in reaction for road hazard.

and many others on what not able to signal at good times shit.

delay in moving off.

fail to check mirror before slowing down.

& incorrect positioning???

seriously. this time round. i am super unhappy that i am failed. cos i really don't think i was wrong & i didn't even make those bloody mistakes. he happily just kept marking me down for ' speed too slow for traffic condition' & once it is maxed out. he marked me down for 'speed too slow for the road' 'insufficient acceleration'. crap man. and fuck the delay in moving off and fail to signal at good times & what fail to cancel signal on the road. fuck u! i didn't even forget to cancel any signals & i did signal early ok! & he said. it is too early. like#$(%*@@&(%

i went to see my instructor. and he was more pissed than me. he just said i am damn unlucky to always being chosen by the most farked up testers. saw my test report & told me i am not that lousy actually. told me not to give up & continue go for the test. i have no idea if he is trying to comfort me not. but i did have the taste of the assholes & the normal testers. tty this time round, i really don't admit defeat. yeah. but i do know some will say, if u have the capability, even if u meet with those kind of tester, you should still pass. oh well.

but. i am still considering if i should continue learning. now that i have to relearn parking w/o the poles & i have no money already. my instructor increased the test fee by 50bucks. & my bank only left 20bucks. my mum told me to change instructor. & i am also considering changing to auto. can save like 8 points which i made during the test. this one i admit. cos i do have the problem of depressing the clutch unnecessarily. and also fail to use appropriate gear which i am definitely not wrong!!

hai.

2010-01-23T05:10:00.004+08:00

i just finished Farmvill-ing!

reached home at about 4am & i went to bathe. waxed & sprayed my hair today. tks to our hairstylist, Adrian Chew, before gg for the bbq!

i tell u. the house is fucking huge & gorgeous!!!!!

i will upload the photos tml. it is those mansion that has a lift, an indoor tennis court, a basement to park the cars & a ktv room!

it seems as thou it can only be seened on tv. those boys over flower kind of house.

MY NEW GOAL IN LIFE!

that is to stay in such houses! i swear i will work hard to earn big money!!!!!!!!

i didn't drink today ok. not that hardcore. hehee.

i have a friend who came and left only after staying for abt an hour. her bf accompanied her to the house & she left because the bf is waiting for her to send her home. her place is at hougang. the attas house is at wilby rd. & the bf stays in the west side. u tell me. isn't the bf sweet?????! i know some of you don't mind bf not sending u home, i understand too. but the thought of a guy who doesn't mind travelling for the sake of the gf is so....... awwwww. (miss low has her BOOMZ & SHINGZ & i have my AWWW. LOL)

sleepy now! ttyl!

2010-01-22T03:36:00.002+08:00

oop! it is 3.30am!

i have been stalking people on fb for abt an hour?

nah. no worries my friends. i am not interested in ya profile. HAHAHA

was looking at strangers' photossssss.

the Pretty, the Fashionist, the Artsy Fartsy & the Photographer.

i envy them at times.

their talent, their beauty, their boldness & their wealth.

i am not a greedy person.

can i just have their talent?

2010-01-22T02:01:00.003+08:00

i am watching 海派甜心 now. the only taiwan show that i have been following. it is not bad. but i don't like the unhappy parts. makes me want to cry so badly. addicted to the song by 楊丞琳 - 雨愛 now. =]

shopping today once again with my 2nd sister! went bugis village. most of the things didn't catch my eyes. only bought basic clothes like shorts & shoes. i think i really have to buy the clothes from mango and topshop. i went mango today too & the size of the top i want is sold out!!!!!!! ahhhhh. *regret*

i am so going to other mango and get it. yes yes yes. =D

for CNY, i think i will just buy

-a pair of heels

-a top that matched my light blue jeans

-the Mango top

-the Topman weirdo cloth or two. hahaha.

want to go vivo or somerset forever 21 to see more clothes & i think that will the end of my CNY shopping.

i was intending to go shopping with Mr Tang. but looks like he is too busy to go shopping with me! hmptf. & he told me he didn't want to get any new CNY clothes. oh well..

i should be sleeping now! tml i am working 1030 in the morning. and i still have a BBQ to go later! gosh.

"i am her one & only.

but i am your one of the many."

i feel so lonely! somehow.

2010-01-19T23:50:00.000+08:00

woohoo! upload completed! hahahaa.

today i finally went shopping & tried every possible clothes i found interesting in every shops i entered. sorry if i bored u guys shan & manda! but i saw an interesting side of shan. she can giggle to herself while changing in her changing room. and i had lota fun today! pardon my cold jokes. i have no idea why i have become like this. probably i have mixed too much with the young ones. trying to act young now. hahahahha!!!

there wasn't any clothes i fell in love thatan instant. but i do have ALOT of clothes which were still not bad and are in my considering list. and guess what?! they are all in the range from $49 to $79 bucks. well done.

i have been telling zw it is high time he changes his wadrode. i guessed it is my turn now too. thou i think there have been a constantly updating of clothes in my wadrode. =P
they just kept increasing but never deplete. i must thank my parents for my new closet which was moved into my room months ago!! yeahhhh.

photos of shan, manda & i.
if you guys want me to upload into fb, tell me yeah!

i Like this photo!

manda the husband. shan the wife.

unhappy marriage it seems.

our dinner. loving the takoyaki so much!

it looks good on you i swear!

gosh. Zara clothes seem to be catered to big boobs ladies only la!

^&%%&&^&(()$%#

i don't understand why you are so short tempered.

does talking to me irritates you so much?

2010-01-19T01:11:00.002+08:00

Today is a Monday.

here i am starring at the computer. no idea what to do next.

all i have in mind are images of you & our little conversations.

just thinking about that makes me smile from within.

oh boy oh boy. do u know i am missing you already.

when can i see you again my dear?

2010-01-17T22:32:00.003+08:00

miss clarity was a disappointment. didn't enjoy my dinner at all. my pasta was tasteless. & Mr Tang's risotto was only average. but the Mud Ooz was still alright. thick warm chocolate with the touch of vanilla ice cream. yummy. missed our bakerzin warm chocolate cake. boooo.

did i mention that my sister and her family went Japan!

came back quite long ago & they didnt buy anything back for me!! #$%^*&(&(@$!

gave me two packet of green tea flavored kitkat. which i didnt taste any green tea at all.

i saw the photos they took over there. & there was this ten stories plus height of rollar coaster ride!!!!! omg. i want to take the ride! woohooooo. japan japan japan. but too bad. not now! i shall try the hongkong's rides first. =D

pardon me for the lack of photo of myself. cos i am so lazy to zi lian nowadays!! hahaa

2010-01-17T18:09:00.002+08:00

friday night i finally met Mr Tang. & we quarrelled shamelessly in the open street with passerby staring at us as thou they were watching a live show. i know it is embarrassing but so things must be said out at the very moment to clear the unhappiness!! so. we are alright. for now. lol.

so lazy! stayed at home today!

did some house chores & i am feeling so tired already. can't blame me!

i have been working diligently for 4freaking days 8hours each this week!! i guessed this is why i fell ill. weak body i have. oh well.

IT IS GOING TO BE CNY SOON!!

i haven't even shop for my clothes!! so sad. i want to go shoppingggg like seriously.

WHO WANT TO GO WITH ME?! I NEED SHOPPING BUDDIES!

and when i said i need shopping i will really shop and try in every shops i see i warn you.

sandra & py had a taste of it before when we went bangkok. heheee.

anyway guys! i have put up my working schedule in fb! ask me out when i am free ok!

CHEERS!

2010-01-17T18:01:00.000+08:00

Half a truth, is a whole lie.

“Trust is a fragile thing. Once earned, it affords us tremendous freedom.
But once trust is lost, it can be impossible to recover.
Of course the truth is, we never know who we can trust.
Those we’re closest to can betray us, and total strangers can come to our rescue.
In the end, most people decide to trust only themselves.
It really is the simplest way to keep from getting burned.”

2010-01-11T01:24:00.001+08:00

oh. my javascript has problem?? wanted to upload some genting pics here but too bad.
but anyoway, they are all in facebook! so if u are my friend, u can see them yeah!

after coming back from genting, i have been slacking.
and i decided to focus more on my studies & work. afterall, i need to pay my own phone bills now & i need to get ready for my adulthood work life at the later half of the year. yup.

and. I FNALLY CLEARED MY WHOLE ROOM. like really finally. hahhaha. my mum has been nagging at me all day about my room. and i must admit. i am super slow in cleaning. after cleaning my shelves, i will be super satisfied & i will decide to clean my table the next day & not just continue cleaning. after the table, i will be satisfied again & leave the window cleaning for the next day. so can u imagine how many days i took. =D

i have no money & mood to go out anyway. so i guess it is good for me. yupyup.

anyway i havent mentioned abt my genting trip.
went there with nik ad liwei!
the theme park is fun FUN FUN! so is the casino yo! there are like super cute toys at the park. & i so want one. but too bad. no macho man will get it for me. ITS OK! i will get it myself next time. YES SAI! the rides were damn shiok. i thought i was going to die for some. hahahah! i really made my money worth while. i played nik's shares too! hahaha. cos she didnt dare to take some rides. saving up now and want to go to Disneyland one day to try all the rides. my new goal! yeah.
went casino & luckily there was adrian who explained some games to us. if not, the girls will just most probably walk in one round and come out straight after. roulette was damn fun. so is baccarat (not sure the name). too bad i only brought 150SG. oh. i love da xiao too! i can just sit there all night & bet on either Big or Small. hahahha.

sandra told me about her cruise experience. i so want one now too. gosh. where is my rich man. lol =D

2010-01-04T20:37:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!! i didnt really enjoy my later half of the year. due to many a reasons. but still overall, my year was still fantastic. and the new year shall be a better one!!!! this year may be the year that i step into the working society. so wish me luck yo.

For the new year,

i want to go learn dancing again actually.

i want to learn how to swim and for diving course!

wanted to learn guitar as well but i think i dont have the talent for music. HAHA

going genting tml already! CYA

2009-12-30T23:43:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY JINHUI!

i thought u were just joking when u told me u r not gg to hold a party. i still remembered your 17 or 18 yrs old party when u held a party at ya old house at marine parade & what the class gave you. lol. it was fun that time. thattt time. now u r 21 years old already!!!!! time really flies.

and soon.. MANDA IS TURNING 22!! TWENTY-TWO!!! hahahhahaa. oh gosh. OH. and next will be jocelyn ong!!! but somehow the number 22 doesn't seems right for her. LOL!

we are really getting old. i hate this feeling. i get this feeling alottt when i am working at MS. i'm the 2nd oldest there & the rest are 18! -.-

maybe i should just quit & find a more appropriate job & mix around with folks of my age.

ok. i was like searching all my files for jh's 17th yrs old party. but i realised i didnt take a pic with him. =X

what matters is now ok! =DD

you really doesn't look like yourself here.

more manly!

big dipper Pistacho with Cherry & Graham Biscuit in a plain waffle bowl.

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anyway i was packing my room and realised i still kept some A level's F Mathe & Mathe TYS & the workings. And also, Newsweek from J1. it's like 5 years ago stuff. this means it has been 5 years since i cleared all my drawers. I KNOW I AM LAZY. LOL.

look at this pile of shit. my bad.

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Tomorrow will be New Year's Eve!!!

but sadly, i won't be celebrating. i will be working till 1am!! for a total of 9-10 hours. yeah. pity me. i wanna go out & drink!!! or at least have funnn la!

2009-12-29T01:33:00.005+08:00

MR TANG MISSING IN ACTION

Description:

a fairly short person for a guy, 172cm

acceptable but soon to be over weight

Special Features:

a Jackie Chan's nose

a 6 months size tummy

has meaty juicy thighs

bitten ugly nails

cherry thin pink lips

super hairy legs

SPECIAL special feature:

a strand of white hair on the tip of the right eye brown!

Anyone who found him please call 96xxxxxx.

If you found any love bites on his neck, just castrate him straight away.

You will be handsomely rewarded.

the above mentioned is just a joke for crying out loud.

2009-12-27T03:07:00.004+08:00

woohooo! my mum haven't seen me for abt 4 consecutive days until yesterday.

she sleeps early at night & thus, whenever i came back home, she is asleep! and u know what. once she saw me, she nagged at me to clean up my room before 20

10. zzzz. oh well. i must admit, my room is in a mess now. i didnt pack ever since my exams ended. so can u imagine how messy it is now? hohohoho.

christmas night was the first night i actually had an outing with my parents for no special occasion or reason after like 21 years of my life. yeah. we will go out for birthday celebrations etc. but nv had we went out just for fun together. and on christmas night, we did. =]

we brought Matthew, our little rascal, to changi airport T2. Ate Paste de Waraku ( i tell u the seafood japanese style pasta soup based is freaking delicious! THUMBS UP). Then, we went to T3 to let him enjoy himself at the playgrd & the colouring area. I played catching with him too. was acting all childish and all. luckily i didn't see any familiar faces. lol.

heard that i am going to work for like x2 of the number of hours next month. shiok-ku-too.

I WANT MORE CASH INFLOW PLEASE.

the little rascal is too afraid to cross to the another pole!

2009-12-24T00:32:00.006+08:00

christmas is coming!! ho ho HO

I can't CAN'T believe it's christmas eve already.

After my exams, i m packed with work, work & more work! And obviously, had been spending as much time as possible with deary before he flew off to Europe. I am sure he will sure have hell lots of fun over there while i am forever stuck in SG! crap. BUT. I am so going to enjoy myself. YES I AM!!

Met up with Sushil & Zw. Cleared all the negative thoughts i had of him, to him. thank god i did. Yes, the mood is definitely changing alright. Py wasn't feeling well so she stayed at home. We are going to meet on christmas eve for dinner & some drinking! woohoooo! can't wait!!! especially when we found cheap deals for liquor. thanks to Francis. I can so foresee myself buying lots of alcohol and just have drinking sessions with my friends whenever we are free. lol.

Within about 12hours time, I am going to meet the babes for lunch & shopping. Sushi Tei is where we r going!! Maybe i will order asama sashimi & the salmon mentai again. Thou the salmon mentai is expensive for just one plate of sushi based on Mr Tang, BUT I REALLY LOVE IT LA! and, should I try cha soba or chicken chop udon tml? hm.....

Christmas day will be spent together with my sec school loves at wenqi's house!

I am so going to have much fun without u MR TANG!!! =P

The sad news for me is that i spent about 330bucks in just a few days time after my exams.

I'm so die.

missing Mr Tang already. <3

2009-12-13T03:43:00.002+08:00

it sucks when people r spending money like a waterfall.

but here i m saving up every penny i've got.

i doubt the rich will understand the poor.

YES I M POOR. boooo.

money money money it's so funny.

it's a rich man world.

2009-12-13T03:16:00.002+08:00

my friend has a boyfriend who.

lovesss to ignore her in msn. dun know if he is flirting online not. ( i think he is)

doesnt pay attention to what she says. can so easily forget the content in like a few days time or just the next moment.

not seems to be interested to tell my friend what he is doing. be it online or whenever he is not with her.

everytime she msgs him. 50% of the chance he doesnt reply. or just msg other stuff. ignoring my friend's msg.

my friend here has to initiate the convo most of the time. if not, it seems that the guy has nth to talk to her abt.

to say there r better girls out there he can get, jokingly. but somehow there must be some truth to what he believes so he will joke such a thing, isnt it.

she doesnt feel like as though she is his gf.

there is not much communication at all.

hai. i hope the bf will read my blog and understand how my friend feels.

pissed off.

2009-12-05T00:26:00.000+08:00

happy 14th months baby! <3

2009-12-03T00:54:00.001+08:00

love the lyrics.

Listen...

Can't count on you most of all when I really need it
It's the simple things that you do, really hurt my feelings
The more I try, the more I'm starting to see it
This can't work anymore, than you believe it

Goodbye may come as a shock
Even though I love you a lot
I've given every breath I've got
Sometimes you just gotta break down and breathe

And how many times I gave my heart
To how many times we fell apart
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don't promise me

And how many times I gave you me
Divided by so many memories
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don't promise me

Listen...

I just don't know what the problem is, what the deal is
Was I there too much, did I move too fast, I couldn't see it?
All those promises are probably how you deal with it
I'm tired of hearing you say your innocent

Don't think I forgot
Because I really didn't care if you're lying a lot
I've given every breath I've got
Sometimes you gotta break down and breathe

And how many times I gave my heart
To how many times we fell apart
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don't promise me

And how many times I gave you me
Divided by so many memories
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don't promise me

We all make mistakes
Sometimes we do desperate things
What does it prove? NOTHING
And you never do nothing wrong

Then what took you so long, took you so long
Cuz I keep, keep hanging on, keep, keep hanging on

And how many times I gave my heart
To how many times we fell apart
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don't promise me

And how many times I gave you me
Divided by so many memories
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don't promise me

So don't promise me
So don't promise me

2009-12-01T17:51:00.002+08:00

一個像夏天一個像秋天

this is to dedicate to ALL MY CLOSE FRIENDS OUT THERE!

2009-11-29T21:33:00.002+08:00

my god. my cousin must have mistaken something abt my laughter.

today we went to have lunch tgt with our granny for her 78th birthday!

my mum mentioned abt calling one of my cousins hamburger due to her size.

i was like huh. is this cousin meh? den after that i laughed very loudly!

but. the thing is. i m not laughing cos of her weight. come on. i m not a girl like this. but she doesnt know la dei.

and. i was laughing cos of her reaction to the hamburger comment. she gave a stunned look & just said, 'orh' thou i dun think it is her.

AND I THINK SHE DIDN'T KNOW THE REAL REASON FOR MY LAUGHTER.

oh god. i hope she doesnt hate me.

i hope she will be kpo enough to google my blog out so she can read this.

i dislike misunderstandinggssssssss.

2009-11-25T22:39:00.002+08:00

i wanna say sth else

I FREAKING MISS MR FATTY TANG!

havent seen him for ages. =(

2009-11-25T18:02:00.003+08:00

i'm glad that it has finally come to an end.

and it is a HAPPY ENDING!

i dun know y. i m feeling super happy now.

at least there is one wall less to climb.

though some people may think of me being a bad person, but i still feel what i did was right. as least my friend is prepared for it as he had time to think and reflect and consider the next step. and ya. it is never right to keep my friend in the dark. i was before. and when i found out the truth at a later date, i realised that i had been doing alot of foolish stuffs that made me looked stupid. and i didnt like that feeling.

yup. i hope my happiness will last. and things will at least get back to half of what it used to be.

i m confident i can do it! =]

2009-11-24T15:42:00.002+08:00

sometimes when i dun say anything, doesnt mean i dun know what is gg on.

sometimes when i dun say anything, doesnt mean u can disrespect me like this.

sometimes when i dun say anything, doesnt mean u can say mean things to me.

sometimes when i dun say anything, doesnt mean u can bully me further.

sometimes when i dun say anything, doesnt mean u r right.

i still need time.

2009-11-18T01:54:00.002+08:00

OMG! I JUST SAW A COUPLE MAKING OUT IN THE CAR.

i m studying diligently here & i kept hearing the noisy car engine just outside my window for damn freaking long (in case some of u dun know. i stay on the 2nd floor) & it is irritating ok.

so.

i decided to check it out i peeked( making out in the car was one of the options y i thought the person still switched on the engine) out of my window N YESS I SAW!

it wasnt really clear. the door for the front passenger seat was opened. and i think i saw the lady's legs abit out of the car. and before i can see more. i saw her looked up! and i quickly hid away. and the next moment, they drove off. dammn!

i feel apologetic for disturbing their wonderful love session.

but. cant they find a better place? it is still early u know. they shld go find a more secluded place.

PASIR RIS GOT SO MANY. AIYO.

and another side of me was like DAMN. i shld have off my light and enjoy the show. i have nv seened a couple making out in a car b4. so exciting. the most i saw was frenching. for super long. in a car. just outside my house oso. after that. the guy sent her home and when he came back. i saw him wiping his mouth with tissuesss. hahahhaa. damn funny.

i hope more dumb couples come here more often. i need entertainment.

2009-11-16T20:27:00.001+08:00

2009-11-13T01:03:00.004+08:00

lalalala!

my fever is over. it took me two days. and i didnt study a shit for tt two days. -.-

and my studying speed is lagging after the recovery. i studied very sllllowwwwly already. and now it is even worse. oh god. i m a SUPER slow learner. lousy brain i have. *knock knock*

anyway MR TANG sent me 3 sunflowers on the 5th. yes. the special date which he forgot.

it was costly ok!! i could have ordered 2 NewyorkNewyork main courses, a side dish, with a quirsty & oso a dessert!!!! sorry. my mind is all abt food.

i still love the flowers thou. tks mr tang! <3

ps nikki: he is not that bad. when he bullys me again, feel free to curse him again!! hahahaha.

and after seeing jieyi twittering. i oso went to try it out since i have been hearing twitter nonstop everywhere. and i TWEETED! it is kinda addictive. i can always bladder all my nonsense out in just one click. unlike blogging. when u have to sign in click this and that to post an entry.

twitter is like fb status. yup.

at first i thought it will be fb no.2. after friendster comes facebook. and now there is a twitter. so i tot they will be similar. but nah.

do u twitterstand now? haha

alrite. back to studies!! so lazy to go to the night class tml. boooooo.

tweet tweet.

2009-11-05T00:02:00.002+08:00

i can only say to my blog this.

happy 13mth!!

apparently someone forgot abt it. booooooooooo.
no matter how busy a person study, how can one forget such impt date. =(
oh well!! nvm! i m an understandingggggggggggggggggggggggg gf.

die man. i m sooo lagg in my studies. just started a few days ago only. i tot i still can cope.
but.
when i planned my studies along with a calender in front of me.
i realised.
I DO NOT HAVE ENOUGH TIME!!!
crap. i know. this always happened to me. darn. i suck. i still can farmville or cafeworld & mysoju everyday. so. today. i have decided. i m gonna stop playing farmville. i can wait for mannie joc and shan to level up den. hehe. but tt is provided they r gonna play after exam.
PLAY LA K! =D

oh. nomoney(nobody) nomoney(nobody) but you x2!
so suits me now. hahahha.

m saving up now ok. I SAW LIKE SUPER NICE VESTSSS & skirts in hula & co. but i didnt buy ok! I SAW TWO NICE LACES DRESSES in blogshops but i didnt buy ok!
i wonder how long can i last. hahahahahhaa

study study study. i needa study. yeah~

i m so gonna lovve studying! yesyes! i will so love studying!

i know this is such a random post. hahahha.

2009-10-29T17:44:00.002+08:00

I SAW AH BEN AND KELVIN CHENG TWO DAYS AGOOO!!!!!
omgomgomgomg! hahhahhahaha. i didnt even know i was in the same shop as them or shld i say beside them until jerald told me to look to my right. SHOCKKK.

kelvin is soooo handsome on tv already. AND HE LOOKS EVEN FUCKING HANDSOME IN REAL LIFE.

he is super tanned. and his build is oh-my-god. it makes ben look......... hahha. no comment!
i love ben too la k. he is very very cute. <3
but sorry. at tt instant. my focus is still on kelvin.
he wanted to try on a shirt or sth AND HE TOOK OFF HIS JACKET.
so what i saw was..
him wearing a pair of jeans &..
a tight fitting abit transparent singlet only!
juicyyyy. *fanning myself*

i m kinda regretting for not taking pictures with them. booooooo.
oh well. a glimse of heaven is all tt i need. =]

2009-10-11T23:16:00.002+08:00

ahh!! facebook has virus la?!! wth..
it is ever since i used social interview or the what is the race u shld date or sth. den my facebook has been lagging ever since. and even once. suddenly the tagsS just kept popping out nonstop and changed to fb home page automatically!
hai. my new com has to be reformatted once again. boooooooo.
today i went for classes and met my second sis out for a bit of shopping!!
wanted to meet nik and san but nah. studies come first babe!! we shall meet next friday yeah! =]

there always come a time when i have nth to blog abt. or shld i say i have alot of things to say but a public blog is not recommended to voice out my feelings. and it is unwise to tell someone as well.

sorry. Happy still hasnt really find her way back home to mama.
tty i seldom blog nowadays. i only wanna blog happy stuffs!!!!!!! =]

i realise i can relate accounting to real life issues.

Knowledge: Directors has the power to show what they want to show to the shareholders in the annual report. So. They can show u the good side of the current business only if they want too.

Application: I can choose what to show u guys abt my life in my blog and what i do not want u guys to know. so maybe u only know this side of me & not the many others ( if i have tt many. lol).

shit. i forgot my another example.

lalalala. tt idiot is finally back from taking his notes.

2009-10-08T22:57:00.002+08:00

i m so tired!! but i wanna wait for AMERICAN NEXT TOP MODEL!
i shall go to bed str away! work tmllll!!!~

2009-10-08T00:45:00.002+08:00

a tiring day for me!!
had school till 9.45pm.
and i m gonna have class again tml at 10am. I HATE MORNING CLASS!
out of like 10lessons, i can only wake up for like 2 of them. how sucky m i. hai.
boooooooooo. not in my happy mood again today.
oh Happyyyyy where r u?~~~~
i feel so neglected at times.

anticipation kills.................................................................................

2009-10-05T23:43:00.003+08:00

today is our one year anniversary.

yesterday in fact. i wasnt tt happpy. cos of tt stupid idiot. but i didnt tell him till today.

we aint gonna celebrate our one year already actually. so i just wanted to spend some alone time with him yesterday b4 we met my sister. buttt...... oh well. it is over. told him today abt my unhappiness. =]

i love to hug dear. like super tight. for very longg. thou it is PDA in front of others. ah heck. i dun care for today. hehe.

wanted to rest at home today. but i decided to go find him in jurong!

hehe. we ate kfc. den walked ard & bought my anniversary gifts at minitoons!!

Flush & Fifteen !

it was love at sight for Fifteen. i saw him alone. stuck inside the machine in iluma arcade. i want him soooo badly. i remembered i post this pic b4. but nobody went to get it for me. =(

den today while walking in minitoon. i saw him again!! alone on the shelves. it is fated!!

but the workmanship was damn bad. but luckily he got many brothers in the store room. hehe.

so tada~

dear. spent 20bucks trying to pick him in iluma. and today. he spent another 20bucks to buy him. hahaha.

we brought Fifteen to new york new york to eat dessert.

Rich chocolate velvet. and Chocolate Lake with fried bananas. yummy~

Next is Flush!!!

the more i see him. the more i find him cute. it is calling me. ahaah. den poof. it is mine now. hee.

i can use it as a cushion or whenever my hands r cold which happens very often.

arent they cuteeeee. loving them sooo soo much!!!! <3<3<3<3

in case some of u dun know. i have a fetish for monkeys.

my eye candies look like monkeys as well. =D

THANKS BABY!! they made my day. =P

u have to wait for ya present ok.

as ppl say. GOOD THINGS MUST WAIT. <3

2009-10-05T14:59:00.002+08:00

happy one year anniversary!

(so happy)

2009-10-01T22:58:00.002+08:00

Muttons Lame Joke of the week

what song does charsiew bun sings to mantou?
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i got a feeling(filling)~~

HAHAHAHHHAH! POKE HIM TO DEATH.

2009-10-01T16:57:00.002+08:00

i have been skipping classes the whole of this week! fark.
what the hell m i doing man. i really needa scold myself. to think i told myself that i wanna do well this sem!! argghhh! somebody slap me pleeasee.
my sleeping time has cocked up as well.. oh dear. this is bad.
to think at this time of the sem i would have started studying BUT WHAT M I DOING NOW!

i m blogging here!! haha. ok. not funny.
omg. 98.7FM has WONDERGIRL NOBODY NOW! -.- big time! ok la. at least it is not korean. sth different from what i have been hearing. i m soooo sick of this song already.
pls. it is time to change. the song has been popular for tooo long. boooo.

halloween is coming! ah! i guess i cant go enjoy again. =(
i wanted to dress up and go zouk. i wanna dress up as Lady GaGa. hahaha. since my fb quiz said i shld do tt. a long silver wig or pink shoulder length one will be sooo cool. plus the not-normal yet pretty makeup. awwwww. i wanna celebrate halloween!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

some pics from paul's bday party! lol.

our one year anniversary is coming~

=)))

2009-09-29T23:48:00.000+08:00

dear can affect my mood so easily! like wth.
one simple msg from him totally erased all my unhappiness.
ok. thou things were fine after certain time today. i was not yet all tt happy. but still fine ok!
den we were sms-ing each other regarding fann-lee wedding!

oh let me side track abit. the wedding dinner is so farking grand can!!! i expected her gown to be totally eyes-dropping. but nah. total disappointment. people have their wedding shoots normally at SG sentosa bintan or Malaysia. but. they went Mauritius for the shoots. damn rich ah. the place is not very cheap u know. i wanted to go holiday with jerald to tt place actually. but after looking at the ticket & hotel price. i skipped the idea str away. oh. i needa learn swimming la!!

back back. we were sms-ing abt our wedding den. den i just asked him.

'u sure u still want to marry me? in ya eyes i m not understanding & always picking a fight with u.'

and he replied str away.

'i still want :D really. well part n parcel la. If its all too smooth sailing then not fun le.'

ok. the behind part is not touchy actually. but it is the 'i still want :D really. '
i felt happiness str from the bottom of my heart. i tot our relationship was straining already. and dear gave me a big boast of assurance. tears were in my eyes. =)
thou u guys may think he is lying or obviously couples will say such stuff. & he cant guarantee he will still want it in future when feelings die off.
& hey. i know all these too. but. i choose to believe in him.
i hope no matter what happens in the future, we can pull through tgt.
and breaking up shall NEVER EVER be the solution to the problem. <3

LOVE U BABY!

2009-09-29T14:53:00.003+08:00

in the end i didnt meet the babes. decided to rest at home after two continuous days of sch & work. so sorry babes!! hurhur.

ps: so bussssy with life.

2009-09-29T03:59:00.001+08:00

TML WILL BE A BETTER DAY FOR ME!

2009-09-29T03:35:00.003+08:00

i decided to comment.
i wonder who was the one who was spreading stuff abt me to people who i dun even know.
i wonder who was the one or shld i say the friends who talk abt me in dislike.
i m quite sure if i acted friendly. i m gonna be called a fake. & u have to wear ya mask again?

hai. let's just put everything behind.
i guess when a person dislikes someone. whatever a person do will just seem to be wrong.

anyway i m talking abt this in a calm manner. just replying to u.
the feeling of this issue is so dead already. or shld i say issuesS which i dun really remember already. ya lor.
i just hope the 'over' means really over when there is no more hard feelings.
from both me, u & the friends ba.

cheerrsss.

2009-09-29T03:07:00.002+08:00

alot of stuff happened recently.
havent been really at the top of my mood.
everything just seems to fall. i mean everything.
i dun know what i can do anymore.
i just hope i will feel better as time passes. in whatever ways deem fit.

i know someone or people may be stalking my blog for some stuff recently. but hey.
i have no comments!

it is so hard to get even a full 20mins talk with u whenever u r in the hall.
the only times we talked for long are when we r quarrelling. how strange.

and all i wanted is to just spend some possible time with u thou it may be short.
and i dun even mind the distance.

2009-09-13T01:55:00.003+08:00

i feel super cui now.

SHAGGED!

had two lessons till 9.45pm on thursday.

friday worked from 10.30am till 7.30pm.

after tt went to ntu for stayover.

sat came back work from 6pm to 12am!

my whole body is aching. and i feel damn tired. i can totally imagine tml when i wake up. i m not able to move my arms and legs. and tml i m still waking up early to go marina barrage! den concert at night.

woohoo~

ok. let me describe in details for everything. lol.

friday work work work. (oh. did i tell u guys. i got the Crew of the month? hehe. yup. and my salary will be increased. but i dun know how much. shld be an extra 50cents per hour ba. =D)

den. wenjie came and visit me. like FINALLY. not finally visit me. but finally we saw each other once again. i still remember last time when we asked each other out. he flew my kite a total of 7times. SEVEN times continuously! lol. YES WENJIE. i went to count. hahahahahah!

but not his fault la. but nvm. this time rd he came. ;) look fit man & slim. i think u look better with short hair compared to the last time i met u with xuxiao.

den after work. i flew to ntu! lalala. met up with paul a while and off i go. stupid paul inviting 70ppl and expect us to bbq for his friends! SIAO. 30 plus still ok. but 70! he better treat us dinner if he really intend to do that.

i enjoyed my stayover very veryyyyy much. =]

today's work is SHIT. damn busy i tell u. SUPERB. all of us just kept working non stop. there isnt time to rest AT ALL! hai. i wanna go sleep now actually. but cos. i wanna blog sth i m super excited abt.

I M GG JUMP CONCERT TML!

i know alot of u dont know what it is.

let me tell u. lol.

it is a Korean Martial Art Comedy concert.

there will be dances as well if i remembered correctly.

they came last year and the tickets were sold out very fast!

this time round dear bought the tickets and surprised me!!!!! hahaa. i really didnt expect him to buy the tickets. and it is the most expensive one somemore. shock i was. he gave me the tickets tt time tgt with the national day tickets plus some other gifts which i forgot. =X snacks? hmm... hohohoho.

tty. tml. i m gg to watch the concert i have been waiting for so long.

i hope it is up to my expectation. if not, the money will be wasted.

and sorry dear. u have to skip ya sch dinner & dance for this. =(

i feel bad abt it. boooo...

i hope u will enjoy the concert too! <3

2009-09-09T23:47:00.000+08:00

i cant wait for friday to come!! =D

2009-09-09T00:27:00.003+08:00

have u ever cough till u teared non-stop, out of breathe but still coughing, u almost vomit & drinking water doesnt help? i just did. the feeling is horrible. i hate it. i just hope my throat can heal faster!!

i went shopping! woohoo~
it has been a long time since i just randomly take clothes which i find interesting to just try.
went vivo f21 with the babes & i tried like 11pieces in total if i remembered correctly. haha.
& & i bought two!!! heart pain thou. but still. i was thinking. it has been a long time since i pampered myself (thailand trip doesnt count. =P) so i decided to just buy them str away!! shan and mannie bought sth too. a pair of jeans & a super sexy translucent off shoulder top respectively.
den we went to stone at mac, chillax, surf net but the connection was damn laggy.
den off we go!

i went shopping at far east. i wanted to get a nice sandals but nth was to my liking. like wth. the whole of far east but yet i didnt like anything. disappointed i m. i tot i could get some cheap deal from there. booooo.
but. i saw alot of nice simple covered shoes thou. BUT NO! my main priority is sandals for now. no covered shoes! i like to let my toes to breath in fresh air & not be confined in a dark tight.. box? hahahahhaha
the only one i found not bad long ago was from charles and keith & it cost 40bucks. like wth. a pair of sandals for 40bucks!!! like wth. sorry. i like cheap stuff. hai. if i still cant find anything i think i will just settle on tt already. =(
oh. i saw like some designs in FE shops which r totally like the ones from BANGKOK! luckily i didnt get the shoess den.

after the shopping off i went to city hall to meet gene!!!
it has been a SUPER long time since we met. like ever since jc? 3years?! wow. tt's long. lol
and she permed her hair! nice le. dun look auntie la. dun worry. ;)
we talked alot. ate at MOF MS. she is still as talkative and pretty. heheee.
gene. remember to ask ya bf what i asked u ah. HHAHAHHA

i think it is damn rude when it is not even 9.30 and the service crews start clearin up the tables and even asked for ya table sauces to be removed. and after that start mopping the floor ard u. like wth. one even waited behind us to be done! i hope he was just standing there resting & not waiting for us. if not, i seriously think it is damn rude to do that.

anyway today i spent alot! i think there is a total of 150bucks.
i decided to eat bread of maggie for the rest of the month.
and.
today is only the 8th.
oh noooooooo.
I SHALL ROT AT HOME. no more outing for me!
shit. still have paul's present. stupid paul. =P

ending off with a pic of me!

i look old right?

I KNOW!

2009-09-05T04:05:00.001+08:00

Happy 11th month baby!!

2009-09-05T03:36:00.000+08:00

like i said. my throat is NV EVER gonna heal.

today. which is 4th sept. i broke the record of anyone in my MS job.
i worked. THIRTEEN HOURS 1 3 hrs non stop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok la. 12.5? cos i went for half an hour break. xinni came and have dinner with me! yeah~
sounds so nice right. but acutal fact she is meeting her friend at 9pm and needa hang ard there for now. booo. but hey! she bothers to find me go dinner tgt ok! thanks xinni! & sorry for rushing! hurhur
back to my work.
it's from 11am to 12am. when it was nearing at night. the shop became VERY busy as usual.
every friday night and sat whole day r our battlefield. we will be serving non stop and there is no time to even rest to drink water. i was working till i m confused by what i was doing. i feel sooo sooooo busy but i dun know what i m busy abt. like there seems to have alot of things to do but in fact it is not as much as u think tt kind of feeling? probably i was too tired. now. i can feel my legs muscles aching.
and i broke my own record too. i wore my contact lens for 17hours!! kao. i think i m gg blind soon. but luckily im now wearing the moisturising contact lens already. so it's not as bad as my stupid old kind of contacts. after like 8hours. my eyes will become smaller & smaller. telling me it is time to take out my contacts. super umconfortable.

oh! u guys must be wondering. after 13hours of work. y m i still blogging now and not go to sleep!
cos. I WENT TO SUPPER with my crewmates! grill plus steamboat. 16bucks. 3hours of my pay is gone just like this. after slogging so hard. boooooooo. wat to do. the rest wanna have it. lol. BUT alrite. i enjoyed myself. we talked cock. i ate super alot! & i had fun. ;)
we were saying we wanna eat kopitiam. den later it became mac. after tt we were on abt steamboat. den when we reached the place. steamboat was 14bucks. 2bucks more for grill. den. everyone decided to spend 16bucks den. and it turned out to be 16.30. i have no idea where the 30cent came from where. no GST. no service charge. drinks were free flow. wth man.

so. how is my throat gonna heal when i m eating steamboat fastfood talking loudly nonstop during work & still talking after work. hai. seriously. i cant not talk. once again. Thanks God for my voice. please let my throat heal fully yeah. =D

and now. i m too full to sleep. my stomach is super big now i tell u.
fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat.
my money is gone my money is gone my money is gone.
oh! i still needa pay like 200bucks for my contact lens.
ALL my money is gone. ALL my money is gone. ALL my money is gone.
LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL.

nowadays when i blogged, i will SURELY talk abt money.
den my throat.
den come my workplace.
hm. did i mention my studies at all?? hahah!
ok la. i did too.

THIS IS MY LIFE NOW MAN.

2009-09-01T22:42:00.001+08:00

I went to ntu again today! Haha. This time round I went with jieyi instead.

Met up with qinsi to pass her the notes den I went to shop ard at plaza sing. Den off I go to city hall to wait for jieyi. Wanted to surprise both Brandon & Jerald but in the end cos we were late. Jieyi has to msg Brandon to ask him to stay in the hall & not go home instead. & Mr Tang is smart enough to know I m coming. Booo. Cant he just not expect so much. He always know when I m springing him a surprise. What if he expected a surprise & I really didn’t do it?!! Wont it be disappointing????? So. STOP THINKING SO MUCH U IDIOT. Bish.

Hang around in his room. Went for dinner with veron gene Brandon jieyi & dear. Ate chicken chop. Yummy. Not bad le. For 3.80bucks. I dun mind visiting ntu often. Got nice cheap food anyway. Tt’s what makes me happy. =]

I m writing this while I m on the train back home actually. Thank god got jieyi. Half of my journey time is passed super fast. If I m alone, I think I will stone all the way back man.

RANDOMNESS

My throat hurts again! Damn. When will I fully heal. And it is getting worse I think. I kept coughing nonsop recently. This is bad man. I wanna tallllk with no worries.

My hair doesn’t look as good as it seems anymore. And I dun know how to style my hair. Booooo . and and I got a lot of clothes I cant wear anymore with this haircut. I FEEL SO SAD! It’s time to change my wardrobe once again but. I GOT NO MONEY. Hai. Sian. Cant money just drop from the sky. It will make things so much easier for me.

I needa get new earrings

I needa get new rings

I wanna get hairbands

I wanna get new shoes

I needa get sandals

I wanna get new wallet

I no need to get anymore heels cos I m happy with current one (like finally.)

I NEED TO STUDY

Piscasa is soooo cool. =D

2009-08-30T15:45:00.002+08:00

FRIDAY!

i finally ended my Aug work! woohoo~ damn happy.
i will be getting my pay on 4th sept? i dun know. but well at least there is money. yeah~
after the 8 hours of work i met neo and chan for dinner!!!! wanted to eat steamboat lor. i was all ready and excited for my cheap yet filling dinner but tt stupid chan wanna eat somewhere where there is air con. so there it goes. manhantten fish market!! it is my first time there ok! pardon my noobness. hahaha. & the food is SUPERB!
it is sooo much better den fish &co. there were alot of sauces. with the garlic chicken rice chilli, garlic & the mayo sauce. and of course. not fogetting our normal chilli sauce.
the platter has rice as well. which has alot of taste in it! the prawn has the unique thick gravy on it which makes it yummy. the fish was thick & big with only a thin layer of flour. it & the salmon was fresh but sadly the salmon didnt have any taste. oh well. overall i think it is still a thumb up. =D
i didnt see chan for soooo long. he looks like Maple Story character. the boy with the botak head. haha. we didnt order much cos neo doesnt eat alot & he had to restrict himself from eating much due to army. BUT as we just kept talking. he just kept eating and finished everything up for us! FAT!
i wanted to eat MS ice cream but chan didnt wanna treat. booooo. but ok la. at least he paid part of my share for dinner. hehe. THANK YOU CHAN!

after tt off we go to simei to meet up with oon py and sandra at simei to give xinni a surprise visit! sat was her birthday so we went to count down with her. she knew i was coming la. BUT she didnt know the rest were coming! so. it is still a surprise visit. hahahaha.
sorry for the cake. i forgot u dun like chocolate. =P

SATURDAY!

went wild wild wet with dear! woohooo~

after tt went to eric's bday at downtown east.

cant upload pics cos i left the cam in the chalet to let my sis use. boooo. will upload once she comes back on tue!!!

i enjoyed afternoon alot! hehe.

thanks baby!

2009-08-28T00:21:00.006+08:00

i purposedly omitted sth from the previous entry! which is.

MY NEW CHANGE!

AND YES! I CUT MY HAIR!

SHORT!

i officially look 25 now.

damn matured i must say.

but i like the new change. it is sth new after so longg. =D

dear was shocked. but he likes it too.

i hope he was not just humoring me. boo.

2009-08-28T00:02:00.004+08:00

i went to surprise dear on wed!
cooked some dishes as dinner. but regretted. lol.
cos jurong point has ALOT of nice food. and my cooking is not fantastic as well.
darling rated me 7/10. i expected 6. cos i know i m lousy!
it is so hard to cook. i prepared from morning 10am to 3pm. the preparation was tedious.
but i m glad i did it. there was dessert as well. =]

this dish is horribly done. but i dun know wat was wrong! boo

the rest were alright thou. hee

Dessert! i quite like it myself. ;)

and we went to watch Up after tt. it is not those super funny animation we expected.

but overall it is fine. i m glad i watched it with dear. i tot of us when we were watching it.

will we be like this when we grow old tgt too? =]

after movie we bought snacks and off we go to camp at dear's room!

Blabbering

2009-08-26T00:49:00.004+08:00

today. i skipped school.
skipping tml as well. shld i skip thursday too? by right it is not my classes anyway. i just wanna go in and sit and listen to the lecture.

boo. did sth today. a big change! shall say tml instead. =]
i spent my afternnon according to my plan happily. but it was still too late for sch. so. i met up with my sister instead for dinner!
ate this made-yourself teppayaki restaurant in Ions.
sadly. i heard. she & dean prefer jerald more den me! i m her sister!! wth. but oh well. i understand. i m very attitude to my family members one. lol.
not to be thick skinned. i think tt i m those kind tt will not say out my love to them but deep inside i care alot abt them tt kind. but too bad. they dun know. oh well.

today i feel super moody i guess.
supposed to feel super excited abt the new change and tml. but well. too much things r in my mind already. and ya. we quarreled. boooo.

dinner time. my sister n i were mentioning abt our family problems too.
i needa study. but i have been neglecting my studies for work. i need money. and i cant afford to fail this sem. i wnna graduate faster. but. i need money. thus. i needa work!
crap. now i m studying Professional papers. my final 5 modules. which r supposed to be the hardest among watever i had been studying. i can sense it already cos nowadays. i dun understand a shit of wat the hell is my lecturer is talking abt! i needa study already. i can no longer wait for near oct to start study. it will be too late. moreover. i will still be working in oct & nov. time will be wasted. alot of stuffs r coming up as well. I NEED TIME!
and anyway. i think i will be working full time next sem. and doing part time studies i guess.
issues ISSUES ISSUESSS!

i didnt buy anymore clothes. i have no idea where has all my money gone too.
food? hai. i wonder.
i dun understand y some people can afford to buy clothes from places like zara topshop and doronthy when i hear tt they r always broke. i wonder.

i needa study. i needa study. i needa study. i needa study. i needa study. i needa study. i needa study.

i needa save more. i needa save more. i needa save more. i needa save more. i needa save more. i needa save more.

MY MOOD IS EVEN WORSE NOW!

2009-08-23T02:10:00.002+08:00

MY LIFE AS A MUTE

as i have mentioned before. i had sorethroat & barely had any voice yesterday.
and today. i lost my voice. i totally couldnt talk at all.
but my boss asked to go work still as it was too late to find a replacement.
all i did was to make waffles. i did nonstop. like a robot.
couldnt talk. my crewmates tried to talk to me. but i couldnt give them any obvious replies.
all i can do is to whisper into their ears short sentences.
i so wanted to talk so much today. the feeling is horrible when i cant talk AT ALL.
talking makes a person feel better. thoughts and laughter can be shared.
today. my mood was not tt fantastic. cos. I CANT TALK AT ALL. AT ALL AT ALL!
i tried to help out doing the frying of ice cream. clearing tables. making payments.
customers thought i was really mute. & treated me differently str away. i cleared the table. and they kept saying thank you to me. a question was asked and all i could do was to point at the menu to answer their questions. and they gave me a stare which tells me 'oh. u r a mute?' & their eyes were looking at my apron as though they r findng a tag which says 'i'm a mute. pls be more understanding to me' that kind of thing.
now i really pity the mute. i wonder how they live with people giving them the stare all the time. i didnt really like it. the kind treatment is unnecessary too. & not being able to express their thoughts to others. it must be really tough.
at this point. i must really thank God for what i have. eyes to see. ears to hear. mouth to talk. legs to walk. hands to touch my dear ones. Thank You.

now. i just hope my voice will come back to mama. cos i so need it badly.

2009-08-21T01:06:00.002+08:00

finally. my normal blogger is back. tmd. stupid IE 8. caused so much problems. haha
anyway.
today i m super happy ok!!! i super enjoyed myself alot. like the WHOLE day.
including the end! hahahaha.
i think i talked and joked toooo much until I HAVE A SORE THROAT NOW!
gosh. i m gg to smu to sell ice cream tml for 6 freaking hours le. kao. how to survive.
i think i will go mute on sat. WHEN I M WORKING 8 HOURS! my tiannn.
sunday still got 4 hours. -.- i think i m forced not to work. means lesser money earned.
i hoped i can at least passed sat. 8 hours shift! i dun wanna give it up!

i m glad the feeling is mutual. by not talking to me. i do not have to pretend to be friendly to u as well when u talked to me which i find myself very fake. luckily u got the hint when i dun bother to come approach u. i wonder y. the feeling is so shiok.

i m glad i do not dislike someone cos of his flaws. i used to be.
i will only dislike someone who wrongly accuses me & is biased against me.
that. i cant tolerate.
and i m glad i have changed.
less sinful i m now. =]

stimes. being attitude is a necessity. i m not an angel. and i do not act like one.
i'm sorry if u cant find the holy girl in me.
this is me. & i so fucking love the way i m now.

(oh gosh. i sound so bitchy. not good! hahhaa)

PS: i had a GREAT afternoon today. <3

2009-08-17T14:35:00.000+08:00

damn. i wanted to upload pics and blog but after i dl internet explorer 8 my hotmail and blogger page r weird now! damn. wth.
now i m using firefox. it oso has the same problem. idiot.

anyway. i passed my papers this sem!! woohoo~
damn happy. i finally cleared my lvl 1 & 2 papers. now left the professional lvl. gosh. triple the hard. hope i dun get stuck for too long.

CHEERS!

2009-08-12T00:59:00.002+08:00

yes. i wanna sleep!
i m so freaking tired. and i think i m falling sick. booo.

i spent my past few days with my dear jerald. went ndp 09! woohoo~
ok la. it was nth fantastic. but still fun thou. everything was amazing. and i was abit depressed when my heart shaped light in my goody bag was spoilt. it reminded me when i went during p5, sth in my bag was spoilt as well but everyone else was ok. i m an unlucky girl! double booo! so i was determined to fix it. hurhur. but oh well. it only worked for a while but after tt it was spoilt again. den dear exchanged mine with his. =]

and yesterday i became a maid. i went to help clean up his room in ntu. den chillax in paul's room while he gets busy with his hall friends. it is good to do some bonding. friends r very important. YES.
it was too late. so i slept over. hehe. i brought extra shirt. but I DIDNT BRING TOOTHBRUSH. i didnt brush my teeth till just now ok. ok. i know i m gross. lol. & i tel u sth else more gross. i didnt bathe yesterday night either! & & today. after dear starts his first day of school. i went out with oon n py to jp, queensway & ikea to find sandra's present. den went tampines meet sandra. den den den. i reached home at 10.30pm? DENN I BATHED. lol! i feel so sticky & gross. i m becoming hygiene nowadays alrite. so not bathing for a day and gg out w/o bathing is damn disgusting for me now. i didnt tell them i didnt bathe. hahah! if not they r sure gonna say me dude.

i didnt go work today in the end. i let my friend worked instead. so. i lost 22bucks of income today. plus i spent alot of money eating junk food. & gg to places. wanted to have dinner with my parents tonight. i didnt have a proper meal tgt for abt 2months due to my busy schedule. kinda sad alrite. but i couldnt make it back home on time. triple booooo!
and and i wanted to clear my room after dinner with parents. but i m too tired!! my eyes r shutting on me while i m trying to type here. i think i better go sleep.

gg to eat my favourite okinomiyaki with qinsi for lunch tml! =D

2009-08-06T16:19:00.002+08:00

boo. i m finally been able to blog. i typed blogger.com and some privoxy error occurred. saying i cant connect to blogger.com. den. somehow. i m told i HAVE to use google account to log in. i tot it is old news already. but tada! i managed to find my way thru. hehe.

anyway. today i didnt go school again. i have been skipping this module lessons. this is bad. but i really dun wanna gooo! i wanna go to the make up classes but i have work. damn. i was thinking of foresaking every thur night work to go lesson. shld i? hmm. a total of 8 hours of pay will be gone if i dun go for the next thurss work. hmmmmm. i shld make sacrifices.

anyway. i woke up at 3.30pm. hurhur. i did wake up and had breakfast in the morning ok. just tt i didnt sleep well last night. so yup. now i m now blogging on my bed. i like this feeling. hehe.
later i have work again!

today i totally didnt follow what i planned for myself.
first. go sch. den go make contacts. den go far east do some stuff. den. stone somewhere and find songs for sandra birthday. den off to work. BUT where m i now. i m still home. not yet bathed. not yet eaten my lunch. and i still feel like sleeping. oh. i still needa photocopy some stuff. darn. i m such a lazy pig!! boooo.

dear is having camp now. with paul. haha. and i heard the hall got quite a few hunks. yippie!
tt is good news for me! haha. i shalll go visit them more often. =D

2009-08-05T01:01:00.004+08:00

Happy 10th month baby! <3

i will forgive u for not able to celebrate our 10th month. =P
hehe. two more (baby called me now! so zhuan.) months it's one year already. yeah~
time really flies! i know i mentioned it in my previous post but it is really damn fast! gosh.
to think people say time flies after u turn 21. i didnt know it can fly THAT fast. hahhaa!

anyway i have been spending my days happily!! w/o thinking of horrible stuff tt upset my mood.
ok. still have some of course. u know. i love to complain. =]

BUT OVERALL. yup. happy. UNTIL just now. my friend told me abt an email while working.

i was freaking sad abt it. there r ranking of average sales per person now. & names r mentioned.
it is kinda unfair i feel. as in like. for example. my friend A has alot of orders. so he/she needs my help in frying the ice cream. so. u cant really sell while helping rite? ok. tt is not the main pt. after helping to fry, u just merely helping him/her to key in the orders using ya card & it become ya salesss. it is kinda unfair too. now i will feel gulity helping him/her to key in orders. thou i m doing the supposedly right thing by shortening the waiting time for the customers. & now i may feel gulity too asking someone to help me to fry the ice cream. we normally help each other all the time to do stuff & didnt bother abt who to key in the sales. cos. all we tot of is.
to think what is best for the customers. & one impt way is to. shorten their waiting time!
now. there may be like internal competition? & if u have many orders and probably someone maybe the boss uses his/her card to help u key in the sales, u will feel dulan too i tell u.
and stimes u needa have a backup person who does all the waffle cones & bowls & probably the cleaning. & obviously. tt person is not able to do sales. so wat happened. his/her ranking will drop? tt is unfair too.
i really dun care abt the ranking actually but obviously i dun wanna rank the last. ranking the last means ya boss will sure have bad impression of u. & starts disliking u? i dun know.
i just dun like this idea i guess. i wanna work in an environment where everyone have fun & still work well at the same time.

and oh ya! just a small thing. there r always shortage of cash after each working day i worked! like wth. i m quite sure i didnt give the wrong change ok. in fact. very. and i m very sure my crewmates will not too. but i dun know y there r always shortage! and so unluckily. i m always there working when there is a shortage!! i so hope tt my boss will not think i m the careless one. thou i think she will think i stand a chance. booooooooo.

hai. i know jerald is gonna ask me to quit again if he sees this post. oh well. i will see how.

happy thing happy thing!
I M GG TO THE JUMP CONCERT IN SEPT! woohoooo~
i m freaking happy ok. i wanted to go last year but no one wanted to go watch with me.
dear surprised me by buying me the tickets!!
and and i m gg NDP!!!! woohooo~
thou i m not a NDP person but i oso wanna go enjoy the real thing once in a lifetime.
with the special someone. =]

& did i mention i had a great happy afternoon! i went cycling & sushi making today at ecp with mannie & shan. i love sushi making after my bday picnic. a simple hotdog mayo & egg can make wonderful sushis already. i shall do it next time with dear.
the cycling was good too. mannie learnt turning and starting to bike in the correct way. thumbs up! & we ate New Zealand ice cream as well. their scoop size is pathetic. oh well. i will still visit for their hokey pokey ice cream i guess. hehehe.

ok. i m talking with jerald now. =D

2009-08-02T02:37:00.003+08:00

IT'S AUGUST!!
time flies reallly super fast.
it seems like i just came back from bangkok not too long ago. I M MISSING IT ALREADY!
i shalll save up & go there again. or maybe i will skip it. cos i oso wanna go overseas with nikki they all. hehe. & of course. jerald tang. =]

recently i got to know tt my fellow colleague will google abt MS creamery to search for feedbacks & reviews. so. in other words. my blog can be found! hahaha. tt is scary. luckily i didnt really mention MS or talk abt stuff u know u know. hhahaha!
BUT. got a few of them knew i have a blog already and can be searched. most prob my blog can be found just by typing my name. so.

HI OLIVA! lol.

i shall talk abt MS creamery. haha.

we provide 49 different unqiue flavors which some may not be able to find elsewhere.
dun ask me abt the number 50th. lol.
our ice creams r SUPER premium ones. i shall repeat again. SUPER PREMIUM. with the word. SUPER. tt means. it is richer thicker creamier den normal ice creams which u can find. if u love creamy ice cream. U WILL LOVE OUR ICE CREAM!
so of course. it will be pricier. BUT. it is definitely worth it.
moreover. we dun import ice creams from other countries. like sooomme ice cream shops in SG. so when it is imported. it will definitely melt b4. and be frozen up again. so when u eat them. it may have 'icy' taste? i dun know how to describe. just put ya melted icecream back to ya freezer and eat after tt. u will know how it tastes like. back to topic.
we make our ice cream in SG! so when u eat them. it is definitely less den a month old or abt. but for others. it will be like. u knowwwwwww.
tty. we can proudly say. we provide.
THE FRESHEST ICE CREAM ON EARTH!
ya balls! and we make our waffle cones daily ok. with rich choco dips.
can u imagine how fresh our stuffs r. CAN U?! lol!!

i love my ice cream.

2009-07-31T13:15:00.000+08:00

happy belated to me happy belated bday to me!
hehe
i m too busy to blog nowadays. like seriously. & tks to my dear. i have the ease to blog whenever & wherever i want. hehe.

tks for wishing me happy birthday!
& tks everyone for celebrating my bday! & helping me out for some of u! thou it is a small thing with my close friends. but i love it! i can bond more with u guys. =]
tks to those who wore dress!! & i know some of u really dun wanna wear dress. it's ok la.
i think i m not the kind tt can host a party. the mini one i have i m already so shy. wat's more a party of my own. i shyyy. hahaha. luckily i didnt too.

i miss my friends already. i wanna play wii and sandra's house. go shan house. or chillax in orchard. i have a date with nikki sandy yl le! 12aug! yes sai! hahaha. it is good to plan for the next date when we r out. can confirm everything. hehhe

and tks dear. for peiing me. for being there. & cheering me up. & ok la. for the lappy too. hahahhaa

<3

2009-07-06T23:39:00.002+08:00

my tian. today was my only break and the day is ending already.
i have been working everyday & today finally i m not working! wanted to pack my bag for my trip but i have not even started. i so feel like sleeping now.

my schedule for today was
morning- driving ( i really pray i will not get route 6. it is freaking tough to change lane. if i got it. i can tell u. i sure will fail again. haiiiii.)
afternoon-school
night-phone date with dear & packing of bag ( but i have not packed. hurhur)

tml
morning-driving
afternoon-school
night to 12am-work

wed
morning-driving test!
afternoon-school
night to 12am-work

it is gonna be tiring again.~ but ok la. time passed faster too. =]

i wasted like 20bucks today. bought thermometer. some masks. and a small eye solution bottle.
i bought wet tissuessS, hand santiser thailand map which i could get for free in bkk, a few back too. i think the total is like 40 plus bucks. booooooo.

went shoes shopping at charles and keith today. it is so hard to find a pair of heels tt i will love. if not, it is either the shoes size is not right or i will get blisters from wearing it. chicken nei nei.
& i ate KFC today!! yeah!! like finally. i have been wanting to eat it since friday. hohohoho.

anyway. guys! i dun think i will buy anything back for u all when i go bkk hor! cos i m only bringing limited amt of money. u guys know i m poor. hurhur.

anyway. i have a bad feeling for my bkk trip actually. like sth bad will happen.
so if anything happen, u guys know i love u. if u look at my older entries, i mentioned all of ya names b4. yup. shld be la. i shall not go see tt post again.
& i love u dear. thou we quarrel like constantly. & although u dun give me words of assurance, i shall take it tt u love me very much too & be happy. =]

i wanna go pack my bag now!
adidos folks!

2009-07-05T22:27:00.001+08:00

but there is one thing to be happy abt.

happy 9th month anniversary baby! <3

2009-07-05T22:26:00.000+08:00

i m unhappy today.

2009-07-03T01:32:00.002+08:00

omg. i blogged for my day today. and there was a blogger error! wtf.

i shall write some points again den.
today was tiring. but it wasnt as bad as my first training day. probably i m getting used to it. but my feet r still. damn sore now. i stood 7 hours today. imagine i will be standing for 9hours for two conservative days from tml. my tian. i will sure lie flat on sat night. i m working on sunday oso. wow. i m a hardcore worker. hahaha.

NIKKI!
i m working from 2.30-11pm tml!
sat. 10am-6.30pm! sunday i forgot le. have to check my schedule again. hurhur
come support me! ask ALL ya nus friends along. muahahaha.
lalala. if u r coming, tell me in advance yeah. den i can bring your socks along too. =D

i shall not continue writing. i wanna sleep. lol.
good nite everyone! <3

2009-07-02T12:36:00.001+08:00

btw. i have received the free money from government! so happy!!!! hahahahhaa.
i shall treat myself to a little sth later. =D

2009-07-02T12:31:00.003+08:00

today is the day i officially start work. kinda feel sianed actually. =X
cos from today till next wed. i will not even have time to go online. AT ALL!

and i m flying off on thursday!!!~~
TO BANGKOK! muahahaha. i m sooo happy. i m not gonna care abt the swine flu.
but obviously. i will quarantine myself first before i step out of my house again.
i kinda plan it with my dad le. when i m home. i will stay in my room most of the time. using his lappy. den all of them will use the masterbedroom toilet. i will use the kitchen toilet. food wise. like prisoner i guess. buy food for me & i will eat in my room. my room has a tv anyway. and all i need is a lappy to survive for my day. lol.

ok. i m gg to eat now.
watching happy feet at the same time. haha

yes mannie. hwaiting!! <3

( dear is coming back next friday le. yeah!)

2009-06-30T11:50:00.003+08:00

i m starting school tml!
i m starting school tml!
i m starting school tml!
i m starting school tml!
i m starting school tml!
i m starting school tml!
i m starting school tml!
i m starting school tml!
i m starting school tml!
i m starting school tml!
i m starting school tml!
i m starting school tml!
i m starting school tml!
i m starting school tml!

i cant wait for my new sem to start! full concentration for my studies. working part time at the same time. & i m having driving test on july 8! i hope i will pass this time round. i dun wanna fail again. it cost ok!
i pray my work will my affect my studies.
i pray my relationships does not affect my studies.
i pray my brain power will be stronger so i can understand my studies faster.

i pray everything will go smoothly. =]

NEW SEM! HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~

2009-06-30T00:13:00.003+08:00

oh shit!

some of my links r like gone. and i dun remember whose links disappeared!!

die. now i cant see some of my friends blog. hmmmm.
if u visit my blog. and u see ya link is not there. leave it in my tagboard yeah!!!!!!

2009-06-28T23:49:00.000+08:00

i wanna say sth again.

I MISS U JERALD! <3

2009-06-28T23:05:00.002+08:00

i changed my blogskin!! yeah!!
wanted to change to livejournal. but. lazy!

no music this time rd. i hardly listen to music nowadays.

my training for my job started yesterday!!! yeah! it was super fun doing all the stuff. and i m so happpppy tt the crewmates r mainly my age. i was still worried tt i will be the oldest there. haha. thou what i learnt cant be applied to my daily life style & my pay is low. who cares! as long as i had fun & the working environment is relaxing. tt is wat is important. i hope it will not be stressful when the place offically starts thou. hurhur.

i was quite disappointed tt i m gonna work on my bday. and the shifts r horrible for some days. thinking tt i will be dead tired & busy in future, causing me to not have much time with my dear, i was soooo moody. ok. i m still quite now. but oh well. i decided to accept everything with a smile. tt is me. i can be moody for a few days and the next instance i can just decide what i needa do abt it.

probation is one month! i didnt know there is a probation period!! @$%$@
i hope i will not be sacked at tt time! =S

i was really very tired yesterday after the training. & i super missed my dear at tt point of time ( i miss u everyday still ok. lol) . when i heard his voice, i burst out crying. tt is when i confirmed. he is the one i want to see & hear when i need someone by my side. <3

and today tt idiot made me cry again cos u know y?!!!
HE FREAKING GAMBLED HIS MONEY AWAY AT THE CASINO!!! F***
not 80bucks, not 300bucks, not 900bucks AND NOT 1500bucks!
it is more den tt. i shall not say how much.
stupid rich kid. i didnt even lose more den 20bucks in my whole life of gambling b4. my heart aches ok. his money is my money. muahaha

okie. i needa go sleep le. good nite everyone.
i have a quiz for what i learnt for these two days. shall study tml morning.

adidos!

2009-06-26T01:39:00.002+08:00

i finally blogged!!!

ok. sth is wrong with my photo bucket pic le. it is time i changed my blogskin. or maybe i shld change to livejournal. hmmm. i shall see how! hoho.

exams ended. abt 2 weeks ago.
now i m like always stoning in front of com to watch videos and more videos!!
u know SS501?!! i m watching their videos!! hahaha. they r one lively boyband from korea.

has been gg out too of course. but due to lack of money. i stayed at home mainly this week. haha.
AND GUESS WAT!
I GOT A PART TIME JOB! yeah!!! i shall not mention where and wat i do here. =]
but the truth shall be revealed soon! hahaha

anyway. have been doing alot of bonding with my friends. i enjoyed all these pure moments of fun. dear is not with me oso. so yeah. i shall take this time to foster my friendships with those tt i care alot!

school is starting next week le. boooooooo!

2009-05-26T01:33:00.000+08:00